It has been a while i've not updated anything on my blog. Here is what I was working on during that period. This is my second collaboration (poetry and music) with my talented friend short-prose-fiction lyrics and recitation: short-prose-fiction music, production and arrangements : Me Video : Videezy Skylent, bellergy, sbtlneet, O12 Enjoy https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VNrR1GUItZ4&feature=youtu.be
Frozen in disbelief, embracing waves of despair. I try to reach, through this breach. I whine, I complain. An Impossible balance. I have to maintain. While you write me off with such disdain. I try to adjust, my efforts to move. I struggle, I fall, and then I break. To no avail, my attempts fail.... Continue Reading →
The invisible trail of fragrance left by your conditioned hair, The warmth of your embrace in the winter this year. Your luscious locks where my fingers twirled Your soft skin where I tightly coiled. These notes go through my heart as I slide along the frets. The laughter echoes in cries What I'd do to... Continue Reading →
The winds whisper of a new begenning walk with me or lay dreaming. Stay with me, not as an option but as a choice. drown with me, lets take a tour Where I'll be your song and you could be my voice.
I had been on a trek recently, here are some of the pictures in no order. WP did not let me put them in order after new uploads,
of moments i chose to skip of love i did not speak captured and caged the future awaits into the land where the sun has set what is more easier not to remember or to forget i'll long for the days never to come i'll write Romy of songs songs, she shall not listen Immortalized ... Continue Reading →
Very happy and excited to present you guys my/our first collab of its kind. Working on this project with Short prose-fiction was such a great experience. I hope you'll enjoy our combined efforts. Music, production and arrangement - Ankit Lyrics and recitation - Short prose-fiction https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aSBTcw_JnBo Lyrics Pain is dripping from guitars into sunsets with no... Continue Reading →
You read, you write, you fail to connect, I am the chapter you erased. No meaning to these blank spaces. For this character comfortably depressed. For years these pages shall remain blank No writer shall bring it back.. The impression on the pages of that golden plot. The only evidence of our love.
This isn't something I would share, but this one, it is something. I was never so influenced by my own music, I always listen to my on repeat for 2 or 3 days with critical ears, I will never have such critical ears when I'm listening to my favorite artist or any other artist. If... Continue Reading →
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LKm8xx_jml8&feature=youtu.be Life is all about happiness, sadness and there is that neutral feeling. Here, I've tried to capture those 3 elements in one song/track. First, its the neutral phase, after that there is kinda sad solo which is followed by happy cheerful ending, making it the The joy of living. This beautiful art work belongs... Continue Reading →
Growing sick My connections weak Hands begging to touch For these pictures that don't speak. I do not love, I do not care Masquerade The void grows, I am a criminal for the mask I wear In the name of love This journey shall begin With devil's motive But I am not a fiend. Fiction... Continue Reading →
Today's accident. I was working on another project, all of a sudden I created this melody, Because I was in the midst of recording another track, I almost thought of letting go of this melody, I took this for distraction at first, after a while I had second thoughts, now dead set on completing this,... Continue Reading →
A collaboration of poetry and music I did with my dear friend Short-prose-fiction my love i speak to you through centuries of pain trees are spinning barren branches in the air when loneliness rains on blue hills i crush my heart so yours can still beat listen ocean waves embrace the moon’s pale chest instead... Continue Reading →
These leaps lead us to nowhere but to those memories of our days gone with the air A photo, perhaps a treasure my happy stare. A quickie poem, That monkey/sheep guy is me lol. After jumping for like 100 times this shot was captured
When andromeda shall merge with our universe When stars shall die and red dwarf shall burst When skies shall fall crushing everything into cosmic dust, When centuries shall pass and eons shall be gone Promise me of love, Like an inevitable fate cannot be undone like how we're promised of death when we're born ... Continue Reading →
https://youtu.be/WAdOA4sTFzg Experimental remake of an older version, added bass and piano. Artwork credits GRUMPYGORMAN Update 1 - I changed the link, I had uploaded the wrong file yesterday. Update 2 - After giving it a lot of thoughts, I have considered recording it again fresh. I just remade it, because recording is the most boring process.... Continue Reading →
Taken before time. Kept under the cloak of constant fear, Here, My eyes see more than they can bare. My artwork for my next track.
Trying SIMPLE bass programming. There is a reason for the caps. This process was so frustrating but I was able to complete it. I wish I had some musical friends.
The farther I go, the closer it takes. It's with your memories my love In a hundred pieces My existence shatters, my heart breaks What I'd do my love, It's not easy, often thinking of erasing myself. Silenced by my situation, my hands tied, I'll learn from my mistakes, I'll mend the fences , it's... Continue Reading →
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qE_Ksz4ZI5E Looking after the rabbits. Every time I let them out in the garden I have to look for the cat that I posted on my earlier post and my neighbor's dog.
To come so far, just to suffer on a distant shore Bleak and barren, this land sucks life from every pore. On this land you committed suicide, Your ambition to see me die. Love made, love now dead. Sky high, trenches deep My love, How dare you forget??
Have you ever said goodbye forever to someone you love? The girl I was in love with for more than 5 years got married, The goodbye conversation, it wasn't easy. We still have feelings for each other, that there hurts the most. Nothing can be done about it. And things just got worse when I... Continue Reading →
My first interview, ( I’m sorry for my typos, I did not see them.)
Hello to all you WordPressers. This is the first edition at attempting an interview series with artists that I have tumbled upon during my late night online browsings.
Blogger and author of the website Despite My Deepest Thoughts, Ankit Thapa, from the Republic of Nepal is a humble and unassuming writer who packs so much truth and sadness into his art, songs and poetry that it comforts and haunts the soul in search. I am not sure that this sensitive and beautiful person has is aware of how touching his contributions are to his many followers.
Here is an example of one of his poems, as it appears on his site:
MY ASHES
I had dreams I had hopes
I was almost there, I was so close.
This welcoming land, the sight so homely
Away for all these years, I felt so lonely.
A promising glimpse of…
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I almost tossed this away, I'll record it again with lyrics and vocals and make changes then. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=asb-89jfZhc&feature=share
Stop me dead on my track. Play it clean stab me from the back Divide me by the night Eclipse my moon, take my light Contort the judgement make it right Over the horizon, away from my sight. *** This is my art for my next song/track.
Crossed legs in a pool of sparkling tears, She waits for him to take her hands, And pull her from the depths, So she can all but drown Caught within my seclusive moment and lost in between the intervals of time Expressed through my poetry, written in these lines I think of you my love,... Continue Reading →
Finally, I got something. But I had to start fresh. The video is something like a slideshow. I used my art for it. I had this concept while I was writing the solo for this song. Though the video isnt a big deal. I am really happy, I could give life to my concept. Happy Friday. A short one... Continue Reading →
I recorded this one again. But I forgot to update it here. This is my first recorded song. I used my friend's photos for this song. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sotzD31ZpsY
Liquid silver ignites In a flurry of ice. She dances in the moonlight Under the starry night. But the fire within Melts her and her sin, And the rippling water Slowly devours her. And as she drowns, The violin, he crowns. Cruelty fading at last, For a piece of the past. Giving up for... Continue Reading →
@Ankit Thapa
