Regret and the grave

Frozen in disbelief, embracing waves of despair. I try to reach, through this breach. I whine, I complain.
An Impossible balance. I have to maintain. While you write me off with such disdain.

I try to adjust, my efforts to move. I struggle, I fall, and then I break.
To no avail, my attempts fail. Then I realize it’s been so long, I’ve been so wrong. I’ve been carrying it around my neck.

Unlearn my love, erase those memories, delete those photos, block my path, remove me from my track.
Bury me with your riches, rebuild those bridges. I am never coming back

Of hopes & February, our concealing fate, this stinking mess, you did not create,  
For this impatient wait, the day is done, the sun has set. Your moon now dead. You’ll shiver in cold I’ll die in regret.