I am still the same

Voices linger Of fallen behind Upside down Out of my mind Broken dreams Pieced together Vivid memories Ingrained forever In this place Mellowed with distress I long to show How it felt. Can you hear me Call your name? The immature self, matured, changed I am still the same.

Home

Like how the vultures circle the dead, The reminiscence of the past revolves around his head In his isolation, he sits by the windowpane As happy as the passing strangers,  will he ever be again? The shadows flicker, the projection of black. Tears roll down, they don't ask. Frozen and as cold as a stone... Continue Reading →

Regret and the grave

Frozen in disbelief, embracing waves of despair. I try to reach, through this breach. I whine, I complain. An Impossible balance. I have to maintain. While you write me off with such disdain. I try to adjust, my efforts to move. I struggle, I fall, and then I break. To no avail, my attempts fail.... Continue Reading →

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The invisible trail of fragrance left by your conditioned hair, The warmth of your embrace in the winter this year. Your luscious locks where my fingers twirled Your soft skin where I tightly coiled. These notes go through my heart as I slide along the frets. The laughter echoes in cries What I'd do to... Continue Reading →

These colors don’t run

of moments i chose to skip of love i did not speak captured and caged the future awaits into the land where the sun has set what is more easier not to remember  or to forget i'll long for the days never to come i'll write Romy of songs songs, she shall not listen Immortalized ... Continue Reading →

Apparition

The farther I go, the closer it takes. It's with your memories my love In a hundred pieces My existence shatters, my heart breaks What I'd do my love, It's not easy, often thinking of erasing myself. Silenced by my situation, my hands tied, I'll learn from my mistakes, I'll mend the fences , it's... Continue Reading →

White ghost

To come so far, just to suffer on a distant shore Bleak and barren, this land sucks life from every pore. On this land you committed suicide, Your ambition to see me die. Love made, love now dead. Sky high, trenches deep My love, How dare you forget??

Say Goodbye

Have you ever said goodbye forever to someone you love? The girl I was in love with for more than 5 years got married,  The goodbye conversation, it wasn't easy.  We still have feelings for each other, that there hurts the most. Nothing can be done about it. And things just got worse when I... Continue Reading →

Concealing Fate

A question not of if but of when I remember laughing it off back then. On a mission and safely hidden This warrior within has been beaten. Too much of it getting harder to hold. On a warmer side, but it feels so cold. A friend who would not let this hide, For the rest... Continue Reading →

Of hopes & February II

They say "give it to time, everything shall heal." Upheavel, my dead wish, deep resentment to that feel. For too long I've been following the wise. On a false hope, one fine day my sun shall rise. The sin of a misplaced hope, everything's so deceiving. Check my pulse, check my signs, would you consider... Continue Reading →

Cursed

Our ways go separate They cross like vines. Been craving for something Which couldn't be mine. The story ends, days and months old Cannot revive, the life you stole. Love the pain, torments my soul My big heart with a bigger hole. Love from the will of iron I forged Reimbursed by suffering, sadness overdosed... Continue Reading →

The calm before the storm

With my hand in your hand, for our promise land, those promises were kept. Over the courses of our lives, I was getting low, you were getting high, one fine day, you simply left. So here I am, I feel you, I feel your pain. I shall remember you and your name. I see you... Continue Reading →

Of hopes & February

Taste your vanity underneath my sky Drown my promiseland, with an easy lie. Walk with me, to a place you've never been. My days spent repenting, double my sin. Was it you or was it the fate's design?  An easy target I was meant to be blind. A Pandora's box for my find. For my... Continue Reading →

Acquiesce fragility

Poke me not, I live by the edge. Save your efforts, I'll be long gone before you figure this maze. Love me not, I'll turn you into a character of hate. Do not argue, you are never winning this debate. Do not rebel, don't you try to complain. Seal your lips, what they offer shall... Continue Reading →

A lover’s complaint

These streets I walk, they call your name.  Where my excursions have not been the same.  These trees and the birds sing your song. When it rains, they’d want us to come along. These evening breezes whisper me by the ear, About how they loved seeing us in pair. These lonely moments begging for your... Continue Reading →

A sad routine

  You can’t help yourself sometimes  So you take cover of these lines  Not that you want others to read.  You’re too occupied by this overwhelming shit. A little less and sometimes a bit more, A new day but you can hardly ignore.  Tears storm with a violent​ roar, Recollecting everything you had before.  Seized by... Continue Reading →

Time for a change

  I never thought of this thought, which now no longer is only a thought. A thought of that soul, once loved a lot. Soul that left me behind to rot. From my life I’d have its existence cut. A vow, And I shall never forget, So I started nourishing​ this hate. When you had... Continue Reading →

Winter

  Trying to forget you, And our love that grew. While my memory so fresh. The smell of you, your black dress. With your hand, that summer rain A clear invitation for my pain. That golden moment, where I was blessed This dark side, who could have guessed? You’re that song, where I lost my... Continue Reading →

Collecting Pieces

    Some days it just feels like crying. Not what I wanted, but I’ve been trying. These things and places now only have your memories to offer. They take me to a land where I grieve and suffer. It gets tough, often waking up with your thought. Wondering how it changed me and what... Continue Reading →

This sadness within me

Its time to erase you and move on, This waiting in vain, it has been so long. But my will to carry on has long gone. I get sick of everybody questioning whats wrong. Just so you know, this was not what I wanted. There simply wasn't enough to breathe from what you granted. Your... Continue Reading →

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