Dystopia, my story-a song of regret(video)

Here's the video for my instrumental song Dystopia. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v5HYgEnSMNw

I am still the same

Voices linger Of fallen behind Upside down Out of my mind Broken dreams Pieced together Vivid memories Ingrained forever In this place Mellowed with distress I long to show How it felt. Can you hear me Call your name? The immature self, matured, changed I am still the same.

Dystopia (animated teaser)

Im half done with this, I had thought of making actual video for this one. things turned around and im liking this concept. I will be making some changes. Im not sure. Want opinions. I would really appreciate that. Here is a minute long unlisted teaser. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ClSpQNTmeiI&feature=youtu.be

Dreams of Jacaranda

my new music https://youtu.be/khoLOfvrYoI

Home

Like how the vultures circle the dead, The reminiscence of the past revolves around his head In his isolation, he sits by the windowpane As happy as the passing strangers,  will he ever be again? The shadows flicker, the projection of black. Tears roll down, they don't ask. Frozen and as cold as a stone...

Regret and the grave

Frozen in disbelief, embracing waves of despair. I try to reach, through this breach. I whine, I complain. An Impossible balance. I have to maintain. While you write me off with such disdain. I try to adjust, my efforts to move. I struggle, I fall, and then I break. To no avail, my attempts fail....

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The invisible trail of fragrance left by your conditioned hair, The warmth of your embrace in the winter this year. Your luscious locks where my fingers twirled Your soft skin where I tightly coiled. These notes go through my heart as I slide along the frets. The laughter echoes in cries What I'd do to...

These colors don’t run

of moments i chose to skip of love i did not speak captured and caged the future awaits into the land where the sun has set what is more easier not to remember  or to forget i'll long for the days never to come i'll write Romy of songs songs, she shall not listen Immortalized ...

Scents of flowers and of salt (Poetry and music collab)

Very happy and excited to present you guys my/our first collab of its kind. Working on this project with Short prose-fiction was such a great  experience. I hope you'll enjoy our combined efforts. Music, production and arrangement - Ankit Lyrics and recitation - Short prose-fiction https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aSBTcw_JnBo Lyrics Pain is dripping from guitars into sunsets with no...

Forgotten pages

You read, you write, you fail to connect, I am the chapter you erased. No meaning to these blank spaces. For this character comfortably depressed. For years these pages shall remain blank No writer shall bring it back.. The impression on the pages of that golden plot. The only evidence of our love.

The joy of living (Happiness and Sadness)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LKm8xx_jml8&feature=youtu.be Life is all about happiness, sadness and there is that neutral feeling. Here, I've tried to capture those 3 elements in one song/track. First, its the neutral phase, after that there is kinda sad solo which is followed by happy cheerful ending, making it the The joy of living. This beautiful art work belongs...

Seance (The beginning)

Taken before time. Kept under the cloak of constant fear, Here, My eyes see more than they can bare.  My artwork for my next track.

Apparition

The farther I go, the closer it takes. It's with your memories my love In a hundred pieces My existence shatters, my heart breaks What I'd do my love, It's not easy, often thinking of erasing myself. Silenced by my situation, my hands tied, I'll learn from my mistakes, I'll mend the fences , it's...

White ghost

To come so far, just to suffer on a distant shore Bleak and barren, this land sucks life from every pore. On this land you committed suicide, Your ambition to see me die. Love made, love now dead. Sky high, trenches deep My love, How dare you forget??

Say Goodbye

Have you ever said goodbye forever to someone you love? The girl I was in love with for more than 5 years got married,  The goodbye conversation, it wasn't easy.  We still have feelings for each other, that there hurts the most. Nothing can be done about it. And things just got worse when I...

So long, farewell (Track/Song)

I almost tossed this away, I'll record it again with lyrics and vocals and make changes then.   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=asb-89jfZhc&feature=share

Farewell

Stop me dead on my track. Play it clean stab me from the back Divide me by the night Eclipse my moon, take my light Contort the judgement make it right Over the horizon, away from my sight. *** This is my art for my next song/track.

Melancholic Madness(Original Song Updated)

  I tried to add some Melancholic tune with this and with the painting and my life lols. This is my 3rd song. I don't record songs in any order. Hope you guys will enjoy. I appreciate and welcome all sorts of feedback. As always I had to compromise some quality, it's because I used...

Sands of Time

Hands of time struck in line mind wonder, will you ever be mine? Rofous nightingale your voice it seems, "Hello", heart's fly "Goodbye", heart's sigh worry not, I won't pry. Hark! Heart palpitating skipping in an abnormal beat, pyrosis, serotonin and dopamine so low, into entropy, unusual flow. In an ocean, waves of thought. Left...

Dianna

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Concealing Fate

A question not of if but of when I remember laughing it off back then. On a mission and safely hidden This warrior within has been beaten. Too much of it getting harder to hold. On a warmer side, but it feels so cold. A friend who would not let this hide, For the rest...

My Ashes

I had dreams I had hopes I was almost there, I was so close. This welcoming land, the sight so homely Away for all these years, I felt so lonely. A promising glimpse of my life, my passion, and my interest But here I am, in peace my eternal rest. A note I left, I...

Of hopes & February II

They say "give it to time, everything shall heal." Upheavel, my dead wish, deep resentment to that feel. For too long I've been following the wise. On a false hope, one fine day my sun shall rise. The sin of a misplaced hope, everything's so deceiving. Check my pulse, check my signs, would you consider...

Cursed

Our ways go separate They cross like vines. Been craving for something Which couldn't be mine. The story ends, days and months old Cannot revive, the life you stole. Love the pain, torments my soul My big heart with a bigger hole. Love from the will of iron I forged Reimbursed by suffering, sadness overdosed...

The calm before the storm

With my hand in your hand, for our promise land, those promises were kept. Over the courses of our lives, I was getting low, you were getting high, one fine day, you simply left. So here I am, I feel you, I feel your pain. I shall remember you and your name. I see you...

Of hopes & February

Taste your vanity underneath my sky Drown my promiseland, with an easy lie. Walk with me, to a place you've never been. My days spent repenting, double my sin. Was it you or was it the fate's design?  An easy target I was meant to be blind. A Pandora's box for my find. For my...

Planet Rogue

  I still see you in my darkest night. Shining there, you look so bright. A reluctant glimpse, on where I used to stare. Call me a fugitive of this beautiful glare. Morning tides, they are here​ to wash you away. Distant skyline, welcomes your stay. A sudden feeling of cold into my heart This...

A sad routine

  You can’t help yourself sometimes  So you take cover of these lines  Not that you want others to read.  You’re too occupied by this overwhelming shit. A little less and sometimes a bit more, A new day but you can hardly ignore.  Tears storm with a violent​ roar, Recollecting everything you had before.  Seized by...

Winter

  Trying to forget you, And our love that grew. While my memory so fresh. The smell of you, your black dress. With your hand, that summer rain A clear invitation for my pain. That golden moment, where I was blessed This dark side, who could have guessed? You’re that song, where I lost my...

Collecting Pieces

    Some days it just feels like crying. Not what I wanted, but I’ve been trying. These things and places now only have your memories to offer. They take me to a land where I grieve and suffer. It gets tough, often waking up with your thought. Wondering how it changed me and what...